Pretty much in a fix now i guess. Having said all the wrong things at the wrong time, i can expect no other form of treatment except what i have now. I really don't how you would judge me, or even whether you will put me up in your mind. But what i want to say is: Give me a chance to explain everything, and give me one chance to right everything.

Really, if i had one chance to right everything, then where can i start from? Evidently there are so many areas in my life that requires correction. Dear Lord, how is one chance ever enough for me? Probably 4 years back, i should have right the night that everything started going wrong. Before that, my life was probably the best i've ever had.

Day 3 in Oweek 2011 is the most memorable day this year. In the least expected day and least expected location we met, not once, but twice. How could anyone simply dismiss this as mere coincidence rather than an act of divine intervention? I wouldn't know, but the first time i saw you, many things came to my mind. The wave was the best i could manage. As i walked out of Beach Station, i thought i would never see you again. Little did i know that in less than 12 hours' time, i would get to see you again, talk to you, and even exchange phone numbers once more? Honestly, if i had knew, i would not have emo-ed the whole day just waiting for your reply on Facebook. I really cannot describe the joy of getting to know you once more.

But doubts were also raised, for i realised that the front that i had for the 4 years could probably just be a facade. Gotten used to living without you, i thought i could just move on and flow in life. Maybe i did, maybe i didn't, it's really difficult to answer this question because i'm still asking the same old question. But regardless, at the very least i really wanted to get to know you better as a friend. If anything was to be blame, its how i phrase my wordings i guess.

To me, i really feel that the 4 years gap that we had made it very difficult to catch up. Apart from what i thought you used to be, i know next to nothing about you. Its kind of easier to know you once again rather than to catch up to the present, but i do know that a lot of memories that we share in the past will never be forgotten. Its not like i wanted to discard everything we had in the past and get acquainted again - that will leave us with really nothing! Put your faith in me; i really just want to stand by you in everything you do as a good friend. It has always been something i wanted to do even when we were together, and after. And now we managed to keep in contact again, i just hope to do this.

Whether it is fate that led us back onto the same path in life, or not, it doesn't matter already. We're here, and that's all it matters. I treasured the past you more than a friend and i swear, never will i forget everything that we have been through. Trust me on this one count, look back at the years if you must and really think whether i have lied to you before.