Wondering whether its a renewed surge on blogging, or i realised that i had to vent out some of the things that i have kept hidden for a long while. I guess its not really ranting, designating it as a channel probably allows me to tell God many things that i have written, past and present. To me its really great that God is by my side; it made a lot of things more bearable; a lot of burden less heavy because i will always know that the cross that Jesus bore was the heaviest burden of them all.

Life has been enjoyable, albeit busy. Its just like racing against time when attempting to handle faculty stuff and academics together. But i like the challenge. More importantly is the opportunity to serve and be a part of something better in the future. Which is the reason why i haven't been blogging for like almost half a year. However, a lot of things do get bottled up along the way. Not writing it down could really be unhealthy mentally, as quoting from a distant friend.

Today, 23 Feb. As of now there has been a lot of good news; people getting together from all over the place. Within the school, club, even seniors who have graduated whom i have randomly spotted on the change of status over facebook. Stuff that we all ought to be joyous about. Off the corner of my mind i just thought, is it just me, or am i gradually being left behind? Funny that i might experience this "left on the shelf" syndrome, like there's still a long way to go! :)

It is even funnier on how life plays out as A realises that B and C might actually like each other. Here's the background: A and B are very good friends and both got to know C through different means. A could have liked C but was apprehensive about it. Someday he got to know that C probably likes B and it might be mutual. It is almost laughable that drama serials are always so accurately replicated in real life. I couldn't really help A so i could only say: "Trust in God. He has a plan for you. If its meant to be, its meant to be." What else could A have done? :/

Trust in God, and by His grace He will bring you His best and lead you through your troubles.