Sometimes its just a miracle of how i can joke through without invoking any form of sadness. I highly suspect that what i have been through in the past probably gelded me for what i stand up for today. Looking at myself, throes of laughter hiding the untenable tears of sorrow. And that tinge of loneliness that not many could feel.

These few days have been overly relaxed; i haven't been doing any work. Faced with the impending deadline of the PS3260 paper i just can't bring myself to sit down and focus on its completion. I'm just praying to God that His wisdom would guide me through the best way to finish that paper. Helpless, seriously. I'm guessing anyone i know who is doing that paper now would be equally clueless as me.

Stayed over in school last night, contemplating the idea of residing in one of the halls start of next semester since i'm like not going for exchange anymore. The choice is really between the balance of vibrancy and quaintness conducive for studying. I just wish that God will guide me to the best choice. :)

I think, i might be just overly emotional over things that might not even exist. Father, grant me the strength, please.